Showing posts with label Just Me. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Just Me. Show all posts
Tonight I learned how important tears are
At 3am January 15th I received a call about someone who has been recently getting away with murder at my job, that he was arrested earlier yesterday. Now for a couple of days I haven't been able to hold it together tearing up at work, because I was so upset that they were doing wrong and the others were getting blamed for it. I whispered to the Lord, please help me hold it together and I instantly calmed myself, and finished my shift. Let it be know if you are a child of God and things aren't going well now matter what is it, talk to him and let it be known Jesus will ALWAYS HAVE YOUR BACK!!
1.11.11 was my best Day EVER!!
I had a GREAT FUCKING DAY!!!!! 1. 11. 2011 was my best day ever since this year started!
I know I know its been a minute SERIOUSLY!!!!
I know I ahve been gone for awhile but I am gonna try to stay for awhile. Work has me up the ass and KBR is kicking my ass as well as my new manager Biggs who doesn't take no shit from me! I've been doing shows but I have decided no more shows Im sick of doing them to be honest. But Im doing one in sept for Summer 2010 and then Im moving on to bigger and better thing. Remember keep God first and everything will fall into place!!
Kissed by Rain RECAP!!!
YEs i know i am alll over the place but between work and prom dresses which is kicking my ass this season! But anyways with God's annointing and full blessing I will be doing my first ever Kissed by Rain show and opening a boutique this summer. Check out another article on www.mycloset.com I am featured as an emerging designer! xo to Daphne! When you don't see me don't be worried I am working on some big things TRUST ME!! PS Congrats Lauren on Graduating this year and rocking a KBR Bathing suit at your graduation party even though I wasn't there I heard it was a blast!!! REMEMBER KEEP PUSHING IF YOU HAVE A DREAM!!! Once you move God will always make sure it comes true!
1 to 3 years for Shoplifting... Why do it?
Meet 17 year old Kevahn Thorpe, from Queens. He steals from Gucci, Fendi, Prada, Louis Vuitton, Barneys , Saks , and Berdorf. You name it, he has stolen it. Its sad to say instead of graduating H.S he will be walking into Rikers prison because of stealing. An honors students at Long Island City H.S he will miss Prom and all of his senior activities to trade in a tux for a bright orange jumpsuit. The question I really want to ask him is it really worth the designer labels in the world to be jailed and fined. You can't take all of those labels with you to jail or heaven to "get flyy" so whats the point. Thats just how I feel...
Thoughts....
My thoughts tonight and every night have been the same for the past week and basically my whole life; its just like that Kanye Song I Wonder " I've been waiting on this my whole life, These dreams keep me up at night"... They seriously and truly do. My dreams are to basically to take the fashion world by storm with women's Ready to wear and to give a fresh new look to the fashion industry. Its kinda sort of happening but its like I'm the Turtle and the rabbits are just running past me. Even though the turtle wins the race in that story, I am not sure I can win my race. I guess you could say I always doubt myself and that will always be my downfall (i'm working on it) It amazing when people see you on the outside doing SO well and happy they don't know how you are screaming on the inside for the bright sunshine of hope that proves dreams are real and if you dream it you can do it.
My path is sort of different and I always wonder " What if I did that? What if I stayed in school? Should I go back? What if I never left NY? where would i be today? " so many questions which always turn me back to a place I always hate, that sad place of disappointment and regret. I promised myself a long time ago I would never go back there but I always seem to find myself there when ever my thoughts get a hold of my entire body. I snap out of it and try to stay positive, its those dreams that keep me going to stay up a little longer and finish sewing or to keep writing those letters to buyers or just to keep trying. Its blessing when God gives you a talent and he opens the gates, doors, windows and everything for you to succeed. He has placed the unthinkables in front of me and Im still here. Despite being broke, no phone and my parents and soo many others hating on me Im still here. Because I know my destination but the time isn't right and god's plan is god's plan. I will try and wait here patiently as I sew every night and continue to push myself to a new day. Keep on PUSHing.P- Pray U- Until S- Something H- Happens Xo Rain
Please Excuse me for a lil bit
Well as you all may know I started my job at Louis Vuitton today and I will be extremely busy and o so tired between that the gym and Project Fashion. I will try my hardest to post but please forgive me in advanced for not posting
xo
Rain
God Never quits so why should you!
"Blessed are you who enter in God's name— from God's house we bless you! God is God, he has bathed us in light. Festoon the shrine with garlands, hang colored banners above the altar! You're my God, and I thank you. O my God, I lift high your praise. Thank God—he's so good. His love never quits!" Pslams 118, from The Message Bible 
For a little over a month I have been jobless, laying low, eating everything in sight and going into a state of Depression. I promised myself not to cry and just keep positive until 2 weeks ago I had a huge mental breakdown. I just could take it anymore so I prayed and prayed and prayed some more. God had spoke to me right then and there, he told me to be patient something is gonna come and its gonna be bigger than you could have imagined. I had no idea what he was talking about but I kept the faith and waited. I looked everywhere for a job and even applied for Mcdonalds just to keep the lights on until I got the job opportunity of a lifetime. I was blessed with a job at Louis Vuitton, God is good and all the time God is good. When things seem like things they are getting worse just hold on a little bit longer God is just making a way outta no where for you! and if you can't pray Hit me up Ill pray for you or even with you! I am living proof! I love you Jesus!
xoxo Rain
Happy Birthday to me!!
Ok so Im OD late. Last Week sunday was my big Birthday party. If you missed it Im sorry but I had a ball!!! Thank you to all that came that includes My Family, my Fashion Industries Heads!, Street Cosignor, Tonya from Bella Dama, Patrice From Crooklyn Chronicles, Rhonesha from Life and Society, Kai from 718 Bodega, the fellas from Brooklyn Circus and Everyone else that came.
27 days till my big Birthday Party!!!
Heres a few pics from my photoshoot for my b Fashionista 21!
o its July13th @ RoomService in NYC.... Details soon!
Im In the CLutch Magzine!!!!
Im in the Clutch Mag, as a Street Chic Icon for the month of June. I am Featured with some of the Heavy Hitters in Manhatten, Like Va$htie, Shyvonne, DJ Lissamonet and some other BAD ASS Chicks... Here is the link http://clutchmagonline.com/fashion/street-chic-icons/
Check it out and Comment!
Shouts outs to Tennielle My Love and the Clutch
IMMM BACK!!
I know I have been Gone for a while but Im jet setting all over the U.S doing me!!! But here is the shyt that going on in my life and around the world!
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